Unbearable Suffering: My Struggle With the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headaches
It was a dreary Monday in the morning in September 2016. I worked as a teacher, trying to settle a new class, when a sudden pain erupted behind my right eye. Then came quick jolts, reminiscent of lightning bolts. As the school day progressed, the pain subsided and then came back with increased intensity. Four times that day I left a colleague with worksheets and hurried to the school bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I tried aspirin, but the agony remained unrelenting.
The attacks returned repeatedly that fall, and again in the spring, soon establishing an annual cycle. September and October were the worst, then February and March. I could predict the routine: aura in the shower, early pangs on the commute, full-blown agony in class by mid-morning. In late 2019, a doctor finally sent me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.
This condition often start with severe pain around one eye that persists for several hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 people suffer by the condition, and men are more frequently diagnosed. Attacks typically start with sudden, severe pain focused on one eye that peaks within minutes and lasts for up to three hours. Episodes come in clusters, every day or several times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or face perspiration. There exists the episodic form, which arrives in seasonal cycles; others have chronic attacks, characterized by the absence of extended pain-free periods.
What connects sufferers is the intensity. One research paper scored the sensation at 9.7 10, higher than broken bones or pancreatitis. A separate found 64% of cluster patients reported thoughts of self-harm amid attacks; the figure fell to 4% when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, 74, a chronic sufferer from Wales, finds this understandable. Her attacks started when she was two. “I would throw myself on the ground and bang my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through childhood. Alcohol in her teens, like many causes, made things worse. After drinking alcohol at her school leaving party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the bus home.
Her family often mistook her episodes as drunken behavior. Support eventually came from her parent and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after moving, but often hid her condition. She was fired from one job, in part due to absences during attacks. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a specialist neurology center.
Still, the failure to plan daily activities around erratic pain took its effect. She especially hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her children during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the simple freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been documented throughout the ages. “The first description of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write authors in a book on the topic. They linked the disease to an malevolent entity who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Historical healing texts propose bizarre treatments for what some experts would classify as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, severe headache was identified as a separate disorder, with therapies ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious remedies.
It was a European doctor who provided the initial detailed description of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache occurring and vanishing each day at fixed hours”.
Cluster headaches were only formally recognised by international medical committees in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a major artery which delivers blood to the head. Prominent specialists in diagnosing the disorder note this.
In the late 1990s, researchers released the findings of a study for which they had triggered attacks in patients and monitored the attacks in a imaging machine. The data, featured in a major medical publication, showed activation of the a brain region, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they recovered.
Despite such advances, diagnosis remains slow. One man's symptoms began in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he had four surgeries before finally being diagnosed in recently, after a doctor looked up his symptoms.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosing and treatment happen because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're tired and depressed, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He proceeds by eliminating other primary head pain conditions, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing the disorder. A thorough history is essential: on which side do symptoms appear? For how much time? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Certain characteristics such as tearing, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help verify cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be referred to dedicated centers. But a lot of first go to emergency rooms or are given inadequate treatments.
Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has experienced the condition for the majority of her life, although she hasn't had an episode since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her molars extracted because dental professionals misunderstood her symptoms. She believes the dental profession still need much more education. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was she who replied. I remember calling a helpline during an bout in early 2021; a calm volunteer guided them through oxygen treatment and drugs until the attack passed.
National guidelines on treatment advise that patients are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a anti-migraine drug administered by injection. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic options include verapamil, which reportedly soothes the bouts of some people.
But leading neurologists argue the official guidelines need revising to reflect a clearer clinical pathway and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The length of the cycle dictates the approach.” Brief bouts with infrequent attacks are managed with abortive therapy alone. More prolonged or more severe periods require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes paired with steroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an injection into the side of the skull where the discomfort is that decreases nerve signals.
The national guidelines need updating to reflect a